Treason

                                Wanting, longing for
                                         This senseless bleeding

                                                I need to erase these memories
                                                           On which my brain has been feeding
  
                                                 Not perfect, not good enough
                                                        Not worthy to go on breathing

                                    Not a sound, slicing through flesh
                                             Inside
                                                      my heart
                                                                   is screaming

                                  Wanting to know if I'm alive
                                            Do I still have any feeling                              

                                                But you stabbed me in the heart
                                                              Not even a tear... nor reasoning

                                                 Not perfect, not good enough
                                                       Too far gone to have any meaning

                                     Look...   I didn't even realize it...
                                                but I was
                                                             already
                                                                        bleeding